This is for you Derk,
I buried a guy who was/is and for ever will be like a little brother to me. I love you man, you were so young but yet so tough. I know you hate it when I tell you that but it true man. You were a strong fighter, not just with your fists either. You fought your way threw life, you didn’t let things way you down, I admired you for that! It is hard to think all the things you had gone threw in your life, the way you went, *shakes head* it’s a shame. But you know we don’t let the death of someone this close to us get away. We will get back at them harder than they hit you. I told you`all you would need more back up. They treated you and your soulless body worse than dirt, I know you were playing dead at first, but parentally they did to. Making sure that you were dead, beating, stabbing, and shooting you. I’m sorry, I’m sorry! To say you would be missed would be an underestimate!! A thousand word wont bring you back… I know I have tried. A billion tears wont bring you back either…I know…I’ve cried. My heart hurts for you! But to know you are safe up there with Jay, Chad, and Buddy, makes me feel a better! I will see you guys again one day, but don’t have to much fun with out me! And don’t get yourself thrown out, you were good at that here on earth. (hee-hee) I thought you’d like that one. I miss you guys, and I love you all from the bottom of my broken heart. I LOVE YOU!!! Be careful!!
You big sister
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